Striking Matches in the Rain

hellohello

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 1:56 PM

lets watch the clouds go by together
wen it rains,we can play in the rain together
and wen u see that rainbow across the sky,
ur heart smiles (:

you say hello,inside im screaming i love u!

today was a stupid day.my leg was already hurting,but i ran mass run.and aft mass run i cldnt walk.so trina tania and clara were gonna take turns to piggy back me up to class.but trina did it all by herself!strong thing.thanx (: and tania carried me one level up aft emath class.haha,they didnt wanna let me try.stupid.they were saying il be crushed.im strong ok.super strong (: hah,anyways i hate sch.i realli do.ate macdonalds aft sch today.bought more toys!ive been spending alot on toys.i love toys. they put a smile on my face. pikes has two new lego friends!the one i made last nite wen i was cryin is with that kid.she better keep it properly.i put alot of heart in it wen i was fixing it up.and mikoh saw it.so she said she wanted the red one.and so,i bought it for her.fixed it up at the church.crusher!quite cute.hmm,was talkin to a friend on the phone for quite long.she made me cry,thanx.sigh.but she made me realise alot of things.yup.

i dont trust anyone anymore.aft all that happened,i just cant bring myself to.the only one i can trust now is myself.

dont make promises wen u noe u cant keep them.dont tell me to takecare and leave,if u dont realli care.dont pretend u do.dont tell me to smile wen it doesnt even matter to you.dont say ul catch me wen i fall wen u dont noe how to or simply dont want to anymore.dont, just dont look at me if u dont care abt me anymore.just go,i dont blame u.rmb,dont make promises u cant keep.

tag replies

tania: haha!i noe u wan my hugs.hate myself?i still do.hah.u will?good,lets play in the rain together. ((:

clara:haha!cos u sick wad!i wan u to get better u noe.stupid,haha of cos.wen ure sick u shldnt come to sch.and wen ure not sick,u shld come to sch.stupid girl (: we can always play in the rain wen u get better.

randee:yup,i eventually wil feel better.and thanx for monday.it did help. yes!i hope and pray it rains! ((: and we can play play play!i love the rain.and it'l be great if theres a rainbow!!

xueli:haha!soo ego!terrible!do visit me more often (: thanx.

haiz pikes and his new friend crusher.pikes also has another lego friend.
its been so long since we went for a drink together.

haiz,my leg. /:

everything around me is so, fake.throw away everything ive given u,their useless to u anyway.

-out.